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Been so long
Wow, it's been a month ago since I last blogged! Many things had happened which included, dearest POP and his posting to OCS, which was pretty much unpredicted. This only meant that we had lesser time for each other so it's time we treasure one another more each time we meetup. We made it a point to stayover at each other's house during his first bookout after three weeks confinement at camp.Then, my results which was a total failure and that means, I gotta work extra hard for the last sem, gonna give my all. Speaking of which, timetable is out and to tell the truth, I'm not very disappointed that there are lessons on friday. After all, it doesn't make a difference.. Not like I can meetup dearest earlier, he only books out in the night and sometimes, not even once for a week. I can already foresee ourselves forsaking many weekends ahead. O well, we can do it right ;)
Anniversary was spent with dearest fulfillingly. :D We caught Inglourious Basterds at Vivocity gold class. Awesome experience:) Then, had dinner at Zento Contemporary Japanese Restaurant. I like jappy food so much better as compared to western food. Teehee. Thanks baby. Dempsey has a very good ambience so friends can go check it out there. Finally, we headed down to Ben and Jerry for dessert before hitting the sack at my house. Loves lying on your lap and falling asleep <3
Hope he can bookout this weekend :D BAI.
Don't need
It's OVER.
Can you make it out tonight?
On the very day, my beloved classmates' actually surprised me by appearing with a cake, whilst trying to lure everyone out. Thanks girls:) Effort really appreciated. Hehe.
From Eileen's camera:
From Cindy's camera:
There are still photos missing, those from Shermin's camera. Shermin is superbly nice luh, accompanied me back home for a change of clothes and off we went down to town. Had a light lunch by sharing food at Aston, saw bernice and julette! Hur.. Hopped off to catch our 13 bucks movie, ice age 3, 3D. Hehe. Super exp but thanks girl for accompanying me luh :P
5,4,3,2,1 and that's what it's about!
After hanging out with my girls, met up with my sis and Kent at suntec and went back to get a change of changes before having to head down to Changi Airport for a birthday countdown. Everything was so impromptu that we were uncertain whether we would reach that place in time. O well, Kent didn't disappoint by getting us there right before 2359!
Waiting for the traffic lights to change. Teehee.
Glaring flash.
Just in time, 12AM!
Err..what hapepend??
First time going for french manicure and the feeling is super shiok, so much better as compared to the ones' at Far East! Thank you Shermin Chew!
Joke of the day: Kent went asking what time TCC closes at the airport. In actual fact, they never closes, 24/7! Keke.
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Her breakfast.
Pudding in replacement of cakes.
Glaring flash.
Just in time, 12AM!
Err..what hapepend??
First time going for french manicure and the feeling is super shiok, so much better as compared to the ones' at Far East! Thank you Shermin Chew!
Joke of the day: Kent went asking what time TCC closes at the airport. In actual fact, they never closes, 24/7! Keke.
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Her breakfast.
Pudding in replacement of cakes.
Thanks the sweet couple for making the extra effort to keep my company knowing he couldn't make it:) *kept in my heart*
Backdated to almost 2 months ago
Long anticipated holidays are finally here.. I'm so thankful that I'm done with exams, 2 whole semester without any proper breaks cos' there were attachment during the main holidays the previous round. Many things have happened and I believe that I've grown stronger along the way. Some incidents are awful to remember but it's all these bitter experiences which toughens you somehow.
Recounting certain ridiculous acts, I now have the time to slow down, breathe slow and repent on these unpardonable actions which were untolerable. I thank those who were alongside with me all these while, regardless of the angst in me. You who had listened to my side of the story, you who tried to shun away from the heavier blows you ever get from a girl, you who needed to spend time to explain reasonings and even you who calm me down when I'm in tears, you who accompanied me on bus rides. You guys know who you are.. I'm a person who needs to pour out my woes and express myself differently. Really thank everyone who accepted me being like that. Thank you and you as well as you. :)
About a month and 1/2 ago, I turned 19..which wasn't as exceptional but still, fantabulous. Surprises from my greatest girlfriends, sweetest classmates and definitely, my almighty boyfriend. :D
Met up with my girlfriends on a Thursday evening after my class lesson. Initial plans of k-boxing was ruined but still, ended up with a fairly simple dinner and unknowingly, they lured me to settle down at Gloria Jeans cafe. Was duped into staying there as Lynette kept exclaiming that her lips was dried and she needed some drinks. In the end, they caught me with a cake. Awww..my sweet girls <3 Roamed around orchard and that pretty that sum up my celebration with my girls. *skips in delight*
As seen in the backdrop, Lynette is busy preparing the candles and stuffs.
That also explains the countless similar peektures me and Jermaine took. Teehee.
The birthday cake from Bakerzin which they duped me into believing that they were the one who baked it. Apparently, it wouldn't have been so perfect right? In the end, I found the plastic bag and okay, I wasn't so dumb after all. *bleah*
Just noticed that my hair was a tad bit too short after cutting it initially. Feel like changing the hairstyle once again.
Gained massive weight during this period, like 3kg? At least. *sulks*
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*blows the candles*
Unglam.
Jermaine looks queasy. Think she's shy that I'm holding her hands. Tsktsk.
Babe alert!
We couldn't wait to eat the cake so as we attempted to cut the cakes, we were smiling to ourselves..
Stupid retarded. LOL.
Tracy happy loh.
Summing up the celebration is the group photos of us. :D
Opening up the presents in delight..
So thoughtful of 'em, boxer and panties plus mascara which is super useful. That's the only makeup I use most of the time, besides concealer and foundation which are the fundamentals. O wells..what to say? My girls are the best to me ever. :)
Recounting certain ridiculous acts, I now have the time to slow down, breathe slow and repent on these unpardonable actions which were untolerable. I thank those who were alongside with me all these while, regardless of the angst in me. You who had listened to my side of the story, you who tried to shun away from the heavier blows you ever get from a girl, you who needed to spend time to explain reasonings and even you who calm me down when I'm in tears, you who accompanied me on bus rides. You guys know who you are.. I'm a person who needs to pour out my woes and express myself differently. Really thank everyone who accepted me being like that. Thank you and you as well as you. :)
About a month and 1/2 ago, I turned 19..which wasn't as exceptional but still, fantabulous. Surprises from my greatest girlfriends, sweetest classmates and definitely, my almighty boyfriend. :D
Met up with my girlfriends on a Thursday evening after my class lesson. Initial plans of k-boxing was ruined but still, ended up with a fairly simple dinner and unknowingly, they lured me to settle down at Gloria Jeans cafe. Was duped into staying there as Lynette kept exclaiming that her lips was dried and she needed some drinks. In the end, they caught me with a cake. Awww..my sweet girls <3 Roamed around orchard and that pretty that sum up my celebration with my girls. *skips in delight*
As seen in the backdrop, Lynette is busy preparing the candles and stuffs.
That also explains the countless similar peektures me and Jermaine took. Teehee.
The birthday cake from Bakerzin which they duped me into believing that they were the one who baked it. Apparently, it wouldn't have been so perfect right? In the end, I found the plastic bag and okay, I wasn't so dumb after all. *bleah*
Just noticed that my hair was a tad bit too short after cutting it initially. Feel like changing the hairstyle once again.
Gained massive weight during this period, like 3kg? At least. *sulks*
.
.
*blows the candles*
Unglam.
Jermaine looks queasy. Think she's shy that I'm holding her hands. Tsktsk.
Babe alert!
We couldn't wait to eat the cake so as we attempted to cut the cakes, we were smiling to ourselves..
Stupid retarded. LOL.
Tracy happy loh.
Summing up the celebration is the group photos of us. :D
Opening up the presents in delight..
So thoughtful of 'em, boxer and panties plus mascara which is super useful. That's the only makeup I use most of the time, besides concealer and foundation which are the fundamentals. O wells..what to say? My girls are the best to me ever. :)
Self Discovery
A big step in a relationship: Mutual Trust. Many can claim verbally they have mutual trust between their partners but how far to that extent is it true? Self-delusion has brought me a step away from trusting another guy or as a matter of fact, anybody else. I have no idea when would be the appropriate time to shake myself awake from living in the unwanted past. Am I using this moronic reasoning as an excuse to escape from this righteous guy I face?
I got over Siang Sheng already but I've never gotten over what he did to me. Not that I've ever placed too much faith in him, just the amount of awful lessons I went through reminded me I've gotten enough of distrustful guys. If they ever get the opportunity, they can always cheat on you and return to your side once again. Time to regain self conscious should I? Maybe I shouldn't stereotype all the guys through this minor incidents. There are bound to be exceptions right? Stop giving myself some silly arguments to doubt another! I ought to stop such paranoiac behaviour, making me sound eccentric.
It's funny how I remind myself not to pin such high hopes to avoid disappointments and go with the flow but it doesn't work this way. The more effort I try giving opportunities to give my loved ones' to prove that they are worthy of my trust, the more they find that I'm doubting them.
Cheesily speaking, I think I've found 'the one'.
Ignoring the fact that he's my boyfriend, he's the one I can confide in whenever I meet up with problems whether it's within my family or anything revolving around him. He never fails to give me sound advices although I'm as stubborn as a bull to accept it. Still, the suggestions offered are really thoughtful and at least, sound. I don't open up to a guy unless I find that it's within my comfort zone and that's where he gives me my own space to vent my pmsy self as well as other school work stress.
Being childlike as I had always been, this adult chanced upon my life and have decided to stretch a helping hand to a 'lost-child'. We can have our little arguments or even the sillest squabblings at times and on the contrary, serious talks like recently. He changed so much ever since we were together. From a maturing boy to a young man who is so thoughtful now.
I've gotta admit that it was love at first sight with him but gradually, it's his attractive characters and charisma which charmed me. Can't wait till tmr's evenings and I will be back in his arms again. YAY.
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Suitable timing
Yipppeee, 1 paper down 2 papers to go! You know sth? I made a slight boohoo which caused me 6 marks. Gonna study even harder for the next paper! Oh yesh, the three of us hung out at plaza singapura right after exams today. So long (cos' it didn't even happen in year two! awesome feeling returning again..)
Here are some photos to accompany you whilst I'm takin' a short break before I'm back to mugging again :D Father's day, third week of June! Yes, super backdated.
Tried Emperor Q in West Coast Plaza which has average standard of food as well as atrocious service. Sigh. I really dig those restaurants which make an effort to offer good customer service, doesn't really bothers me whether they serve good food or not. A pity they don't..
Lovin' couple 1.
Lovin' family.
Them, busy looking at the menu to see if it was worth trying out their food. Teehee.
Lovin' couple 2.
Looks appetizing but no leh:( The food isn't like that.
Rare times when daddy smile properly and mummy's wide grins. Hehe.
Check out this portion of vegetable! Freakin' $5.80 I think?
All the portions weren't satisfying at all, considering all the 5 of us were sharing. It was totally not worth it at all :( Don't go there okay?!
Salty chicken which taste like shit.
Check out our $8 and $5 buys!
Lookalike ha? See, it's so long ago cos' I still have much longer hair and I could bun it up aye! :(
O well, at least they have better desserts, considering that they are a subsidiary of MOF! Got the membership at just an amazing $5! :)
Can't believe they took so long to serve this. Know how thirsty I was?!
Tadah, end!
That's all, gonna watch telly and urmm..mug again! Tata! Brush some luck on me kays! :P
The Fantabulous Meal
In my humble opinion, I think darling is even a better cook than me. Teehee. Although my mum exclaims that I can't even cook rice, which apparently isn't true cos' my culinary skills do not just revolves around cooking the basic necessity. I can whip up a decent meal within hours and even bake cookies (just burnt at times). Anyhoos, I finally get a tasting of dearest culinary skills last night and woophee, we had a wholesome meal. That's one of the most memorable meals albeit restaurants cookings. Although it's pretty tiring having to carry our 2kg ball tummy to clear up the messes, I must say, it was all worth:) Wanna bake some cookies with my girls during the holidays and probably, we might even find time to go picnicing together!
Oh yes, gonna prepare some cooked food for the 'hiking' trip as planned. :D I'm preoccupied with post-exams plan but no worries, I'm preparing notes to study! Really motivated to do so with that meal filled with love:)) My last year already and it's just a week away so I really don't wanna regret tough and bad!
As such, some photos to entertain first:
Atypical project meetup with almost zero productivity.
Oh yes, gonna prepare some cooked food for the 'hiking' trip as planned. :D I'm preoccupied with post-exams plan but no worries, I'm preparing notes to study! Really motivated to do so with that meal filled with love:)) My last year already and it's just a week away so I really don't wanna regret tough and bad!
As such, some photos to entertain first:
Atypical project meetup with almost zero productivity.
Most recent presentaton which I'm complacent with:)
Thanks Yiling for the pretty tags although I doubt she can see this. :D
Good hair day! I seriously think Wl looks better with straight hair. Me understands now. Keke.
Love this picture cos' it covers my flabby arms. :D
Supposed to have a funky picture of me. Don't know where it went to. Alrights, time to serious work! :)
Thanks Yiling for the pretty tags although I doubt she can see this. :D
Good hair day! I seriously think Wl looks better with straight hair. Me understands now. Keke.
Love this picture cos' it covers my flabby arms. :D
Supposed to have a funky picture of me. Don't know where it went to. Alrights, time to serious work! :)
Counting my blessings :D
I don't wanna feign your presence. Thanks for the security although I'm aware that you're constantly reminding me of how much you have tolerated with my nonsenses. It's always times like that which relates to me how much you truly loves me. Thank you for accepting me for who I am, always. I don't need another you, just a simple you will do:) It's this little blissfulness which makes my day, somehow. You don't know how much you mean to me unless you can takeover my mind and soul! What's foreign when everything with you feels so perfect. Taking a step at a time, I see myself standing clearer apart from the mist. Just tonight, we will dance our way out of the club, only to realise we're no longer alone. We don't need and want the music hindering in our way, we just wanna dance our way outta the club and yups, in each others arms.
Should be mugging diligently
So happy he’s back yesterday evening! Teehee. This is not the time to slack, noooo! Okie, gonna meet him later. Tata. :DEight days more before we get our holidays! YESHIE, HOLIDAYS WOOO!
One by one
Random:I hate departures:(
Inch of contentment drawing nearer
There's just this joy drawing nearer! I did a short revision of IAF this evening and yes, I feel like I'm 75% prepared for that module. Still falling short for the other modules which ain't my forte at all. I guess I'm just inclined to accounting and that's fullstop. Since the start of year one, I had already noticed I was in the wrong course. Being headstrong like I've always been, I stayed on. To date, I'm contemplating whether to switch to studying accounting. Dreading about the day to day office desk bound job simply becomes the nightmare of mine.I'm not cut for something like that. I want a job which allows interactions cos' I can't stand facing the computer typing and looking at figures the whole day long. I'd love meetups and presentations, pushing aside my fears and nervous breakdown. Teehee. At the age of nineteen yo, I should somehow be affirmative of my current goals instead of wavering over decisions. Despite doubting much about entering a local university, I'm glad boyfriend had been contributing countless supports (In terms of words, foods, comforts and definitely physical presence). I sincerely am touched by these little actions.
Nevertheless I still wish we can work our way up altogether, not just me alone. I hate battling towards something I dread. So do I dislike having no companionship through hardships. As much as I love to grow independent, it would definitely be sweet having someone you can depend on at rough times.
Today I've taken notice of what's more important than lavishing on big parties, wide spreads of fine dining, fanciful dressings and even sports car, just term that as seeking attentions (which I hope am attainable one day, keke), is kinship, relationship. It's something nobody can take away. So what even if you have big bucks right now? You can't possibly safeguard with you forever, even Bill Gates couldn't. Yet, kinship is the realism and I hold this precious relationship deep in my heart. <3
No objections?
1. Korean and Japanese food hunting with Shermin!2. Class gatherings! (Pulau Ubin - We shld ask the guys along!, Food galore! - Girls outing, East Coast Park cycling - Whoever wanna come :D)
3. Hang out with my girlfriends at least once every fortnight (Picnicing together at Botanic gardens/Marina Barrage/Sentosa)
4. Head down to Pulau Ubin hiking trip with baby! (YAY! We had been contemplating about the Thailand trip and this, thus concluding to save money, we shld just choose the alternative).
5. Halloween Party!
6. Clubbing trips! (At least 4! Don't care! It's payback time!)
7. Plan secondary school gathering
8. Eat till I'm SUPER FAT with baby (Okay, I'm not very keen about growing fat! -.-)
9. Explore more places after his POP (Two weeks very precious you know :x)
10. Meanwhile, Study hard first lo! :D
Wasn't too good
Surprisingly, I'm able to upload pics right now. Think the net problem had been solved! Teehee. That's not the main point. Still, owing to all are my birthday celebration, baby's 21st birthday, Tracy's birthday as well as the coming one! Happy 19th birthday Jermaine yo! :D
One of the day when I opposed to my parents' objectives and stayed at his house. Hanna, I know I'm very stubborn but I've decided that I lead my own life so why should I get boss around by people? I don't care nor should I bother how people look at it cos' ultimately, it's what you believe in which is most important yeah.
So we hopped on down to JP 24 hours fairprice, attempting to cycle there, the wheels scratched my skins and urghs, it hurts! I really hope there will be no scars when it heals.
On the same week, went down to my aunt's house to celebrate their birthday. So many people birthdays falling in the month of July. Hiak hiak. Ate after consuming so much food. Keke.
Following pictures features star, Nicole Ng.
Ain't she sucha darling?
Relaxing while being cramped with projects deadlines!
Camwhoring.. :x
Gonna watch the telly while waiting for your call, complete editing and sleep! Waking up to a whole day of mugging tmr. Bye lovelies!
One of the day when I opposed to my parents' objectives and stayed at his house. Hanna, I know I'm very stubborn but I've decided that I lead my own life so why should I get boss around by people? I don't care nor should I bother how people look at it cos' ultimately, it's what you believe in which is most important yeah.
So we hopped on down to JP 24 hours fairprice, attempting to cycle there, the wheels scratched my skins and urghs, it hurts! I really hope there will be no scars when it heals.
On the same week, went down to my aunt's house to celebrate their birthday. So many people birthdays falling in the month of July. Hiak hiak. Ate after consuming so much food. Keke.
Following pictures features star, Nicole Ng.
Ain't she sucha darling?
Relaxing while being cramped with projects deadlines!
Camwhoring.. :x
Gonna watch the telly while waiting for your call, complete editing and sleep! Waking up to a whole day of mugging tmr. Bye lovelies!
Can't express my joy
Exams are yes, round the corners but I'm really glad presentation for phase 2 is over and yups, a satisfactory A just makes my day. :D There's a test later, a report due this friday, followed by 3 major examinations on its way for the next two weeks. I can't wait luh, clubbings, hunting for foods, pulau ubin with dearest and friends, fortnightly meetup with my girlfriends (at least!), class outings with poly and secondary school friends (yayness).Okay, back to mugging. BAI :D
I get the point now
- Stop being so manipulative and ordering people around when you barely did any work.
- Stop giving stupid excuses such as having presentation the following day therefore being unable to commit to the deadline. For heaven sake, what's with the one week in advance informing?
- Stop acting like a stupid ass, snatching pens and pending down somebody else's notebook. You're so poor, I can buy you another one okay?! It's rude and barbaric.
- Stop living in your own dream that you're smarter than others just cos' you're in honours roll for that particular semester. You're not the only one who can make it to that mark.
Stuck
I would very much love to take a long break momentarily. It has been this long ever since I enjoyed my holidays properly. Yes, that was definitely the best holiday I ever had. Knowing, hanging out and drawing closer to you were the best moments of my life. Look at the way we first started off until this very day and here we are, going through waves and tides.No one will have any idea what it's like for the both of us cos' ultimately nobody else can replace our position. I just wish 2 years would flag past soon. Just when I'd love your company right here, you can't be here. It just aches from inside but I know you are helpless bout it too. All I yearn for is treasuring times we spent together, even if silent takes over.
In the midst of balancing school life with work at the office, tuition as well as exercise regimes, I'm missing you quite badly. Neither can you see nor feel how I am feeling, so do I. A dinner would do at this point of time.
What worries me most are projects submission and final exams. I really hope I can cope with so many unwanted distractions. Rantings do help, don't they? Carving for Japanese food at Iluma now:P Gonna head for class for some other groups presentation. Tata, cya all! :)
Always attracting the wrong crowd
As much as I try to hide from 'em, you just can't.For some reasons, they are always there you know?
Yet when you try this hard to gain another attention, you don't.
Just wanna head home, have a warm bath, take things nice and slow.
Start a brand new day with a jog, projects meetup and finally, tuition.
Something personal
Exams are nearing once again, it's tadah, drawing us to the end of the semester. I'm not too sure if I should rejoice too soon cos' I needn't worry about finding a job after exams since I've already one on hand and on the other hand, dearest POP is a week after my exams. How great! We're planning for a holiday (successful or not, I'm not very certain yet). I hope my nightmare would soon be over cos' I really dread him going back every sunday. What's worst? He's got confinement for two consecutive weeks and after which, I need to mug like an arse for another two consecutive weeks. This strictly means we're not allowed to hang out like any other couples. Sigh, it's torturing enough to see couples on the street on weekdays..don't quite suppose weekends gotta be like this too. :(What to do? Deal with the fact instead of dwelling over it. Ahhh..I'm done ranting, heading for work now since the lappy is dead soon! :D
Omgness
Exams are approaching soon and I'm already am making plans for holidays. Super wth?! Urghs. Still adjusting to the changes in my life, with new job schedule setting in, tuitioning, weekdays without dearest, project deadlines due, exercise regimes as well as juggling with revisions. Am gonna deal with it by getting away from distractions for 3 weeks! Just 3 weeks and the 'not-so-normal' life would revert back! Till then, BAI.
Long way it is
Having a test again in 2 mins time! Wish me luck! Update soonish! Everything that I've planned for this weekend fails as schedules don't compromise. O well, work later. Tata, I'm exhausted. Bye.
Crazy impromptu idea
Just wanna lay down lazily on the couch, being cuddled by him.Either that or go hiking together, so much fun luh. Teeheehee.
Hewha
So weird luh, I can't see the compose template from home. TMD. Gonna have IAF test later. Wish me luck, plentiful. :D Loves.
